[koreatown]

The midterms hit me in a face like a sack of balls. Holy shit, what was i thinking tryna get away with an hour of studying the day before the midterm actually happens?e to be on the same page

I got a shitty grade for math, korean and the anthropology paper. Now I have an anthropology exam coming up and i better better be learning my lesson quickly that threre are many talanted people but I am sumply not one of them. This is such a blessing to be in this school and to be on this beautiful ccampus and have all these opportunities I am not taking advantage of. This is insane, I am endlessly thankful for this opportuninties that have come my way. However, I really need to wake up and realize that I have to be at least on the same page as everyone else, not just drag behind and think everything os going to be okay. How do you even think that you can get away with these shitty grades? I can't even managemy academic life, what is there to say about having both acdemic and the social lives? Seriously, I started having si much respect for people who are madly imvolved in everything and keep up with their grades.

I just have to focus more on studying rather than satisfying my wants. Honestly, In the end.... what is worth more having to know many people around you or just be sucessful in what you end up doing? Yet another question is whether success is your studies or what you get out of it?

• Pay more attention in class
• Better notes
• More studying
• Careful reading
• Better analysis
• Trying to learn, not get through

College is indeed a beautiful time. I enjoy the ride so much.