[koreatown]

I just wish i never had you. Right now right here I regret every single thing we've done together and God forbids me to make such mistake again. Reviving hope in someone is a miracle yet when you know their hopes are useless, it hurts. I never wished him any evil. And, given, never wished him any pain. I am sorry, I am endlessly sorry for sawing a seed in you and not ripping the consequences. I am so sorry. Forgive me if you can. I never wanted you, i wanted somebody. I never wished for your hands, I wished for someone's hands. I never wanted your love. I wanted affection yet you grew a plant from a dead seed and I am sorry I have to kill it. I am endlessly sorry. I really am.