- Назови лучший комплимент в твоей жизни. - "Ну ты ублюдок!"
I am trying harder to not be thrown off the course by minor inconviniences. E.g. I would start worrying about money then not want to do anything because I am anxious etc.

I think simply overpowering myself and doing it has been the harshest but alsio the most effective way. Strategies do not work, I just.have.to.do.it. For me and for the future of what I want. For future Val. This applies to so many aspects of my life right now, since I am in transitional period in my career and location and life in general. I need to continue practicing Python and learning more, so I can take a certificate and apply for jobs. I have to keep working out and see results through so I can finally achieve my updated form/desired physique. I have to eat well and take supplements to support my body through this transition. I have to keep myself entertained with doing things I like such as hiking/outdoors and forming friendships etc. so I can continue growing as a person.

So many things I have to take care of and no one cares besides me. No one wants to do this besides me. No one wants to see me succeed besides me.